Sunday, January 19, 2014
Giving it to God
Sitting in the hospital chapel--totally broken--I completely let go and gave it to God. This was not something I could fix. Not something I could make better. No matter what I did, said, or thought--I was not in control. He had to take it--He wanted to take it. And He did.
Peace came over me--a peace like I have never known before. Paige would be okay. We will do everything needed to support her through this process. We can make it. God will deliver her and supply our needs--it's that simple. Ten days in, and the peace is still there. Figuring out our 'new normal,' and the peace is still there. Talking about chemo and imminent hair loss, and the peace is still there. My faith will not be shaken. God is my peace.
Cast your cares on the Lord and He will sustain you; He will never let the righteous be shaken. Psalm 55:22